| What Withdrawal Is Like |
So far my posts have focused on providing some alternative healing information for those suffering from bipolar. Others contain links to therapists and information about healing depression, anxiety and bipolar naturally.
This blog, this site, everything here and anything produced in the future… is for those who suffer in any way shape or form from a mental illness, whether from depression, mania, anxiety, panic or any other disorder. I’ve received many emails of support, but others from those who question my intent. For those of you who question, please read on. Have I suffered? You decide…
Natural healing is a great way to teach the body how to heal itself. Nevertheless, I am the first to admit it takes discipline, effort, commitment and at times, money. Many people are left without insurance. Still others who have insurance quickly realize it often doesn’t cover the cost of many alternative therapies that may drastically reduce the need for RX medication. It’s a frustrating process at best, especially when you already have a tendency to “save” the world (and that is meant for a laugh my good friends). So to all of you hanging in there and seeking a natural way, I lend you my support and my sympathy. It’s hard, but worth it. And sometimes it’s easier to fall back into old ways.
That’s my rant for the day. If I had my way, anyone and everyone who needed proper care would receive it.
On to serious affairs.
Today I’d like to talk about what withdrawal is like. Anyone who has been on any antimanic agent, SSRI, benzo or other drug will experience withdrawal that (in my opinion) is much worse than the disease it is trying to cure.
What is withdrawal like? WHAT is it like to be bipolar? What is it like????
I talk about it in Night and Day, touching on how truly devastating it can be, at least the part when you switch or modify your current therapy. I want to emphasize if you decide to reduce your prescription drug therapy after realizing the potential natural therapy holds for patients, please do so with caution. You should always seek the advice of a competent and educated healthcare practitioner. You’ll need lots of therapy, support and guidance. You’ll experience (initially) more ups and downs than ever before. But it can get much, much better.
Yes, there are natural treatments to help mitigate the withdrawal symptoms, but honestly, it is still hard… hard as heck.
What’s it like? It feels like you are dying. Plain and simple. Benzo withdrawal is the worst. I recently went through this again to see if it was all “in my head” or if the drugs really are as bad as they seem.
This is not an experiment you should try on your own EVER by the way. Thank God for supporting me. Natural therapy is much easier to deal with. That is my personal and honest opinion.
If you’ve read Night and Day, you know how devastating prescription drug therapy can be, and how supportive it may seem at others. For many, life is a roller coaster ride much of the time. It’s hard to differentiate between fact and fiction.
Maybe some of you know what I am talking about. If you decide to go all natural you’ll go through withdrawal. If you reduce your RX therapy with help from your physician, it’s likely you’ll still go through withdrawal, especially if you’ve taken benzos, sleeping agents or SSRI’s IMO.
Imagine your worst feelings of anxiety, your worst insecurities, and your worst panic attacks. They hit from nowhere. You may find yourself scratching your arms uncontrollably, your hair. Your body may twitch this way and that, as if suffering from Turret’s or some other bizarre syndrome. You think about the drug therapy constantly, knowing relief may be just a pill away. Weird thoughts may interrupt your ordinary day. You may shy away from the innocent, suspecting them of malevolent behavior, only to embrace them later.
Then, at a moment’s notice, perhaps you switch. On the other hand, perhaps it takes months, but eventually, you are up again.
You're manic, or at least feel that way again even if briefly, and consider some time to revel in all it is to be manic. Most manics consider their mania the best of the best. Many don’t want to get rid of it. I know I didn’t. And why should you? One minute you are flying high, and nothing on earth can stop you. You may laugh uncontrollably for no reason at all. Your child spills spaghetti on the floor, and instead of getting upset you laugh hysterically. Not to a point where it is funny, but to a point where you feel for a moment… out of control. But is that bad? Yes, in my opinion it is.
You feel more productive than ever. Everything is within your reach. It is a good buzz that seems never ending. You’re the king or queen of the world, or at least on top of it… until you crash.
And then what? Do you consider putting a gun to your head? Or do you do something so crazy when you are feeling high you don’t realize how damaging it might really be? It’s really scary.
Bipolar is in my personal opinion, one of the toughest diseases to conquer. Reducing your drug therapy is hard too. Helpful, but hard. So be prepared! Please surround yourself with friends and family, and seek out counseling if to help combat your highs and lows.
While it seems a pill may solve problems temporarily, I’ve found through personal experience and from talking with others that eventually, the temporary solution becomes more of a problem than a cure. Take again, the case of benzos. They work wonderfully for a while to quell all anxiety. But even researchers developed them for short-term use. So use them in the short term, but what happens when they stop working?
What are the underlying causes of the problem? What causes the uncontrollable ups and downs that sway you from one end of the earth to another, that make you look in the mirror and consider yourself the most beautiful object on earth one moment, and the most wicked and dismal another?
Withdrawal is hard. I can tell you however, that dealing with the ups and downs of natural therapy, including supplementation, diet, exercise, psychotherapy and perhaps minimal RX treatment when fitting, is much better than coping with RX failure when it occurs.
Withdrawal is tough. But well worth it. To stop the ups and downs for years at a time is a blessing, and a dream for many.
How can you do so? The first step is figuring out what hormones, neurotransmitters or other chemicals in your body may be out of balance. Then deciding if you want to do something natural about it. Because part of this is a decision.
In the upcoming weeks I hope to bring you more information on neurotransmitter testing, and how it can help your ups, downs and in betweens. I will also post more information about coping with withdrawal using natural remedies, and my own experiences with withdrawal from various substances including Xanax, Depakote, Lithium, Risperidal and more. So stay tuned, and hang in there. Share your stories. And blessings to you.
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| Posted by Anne on Wednesday, August 09, 2006 at 02:54
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